A response, there's at least a little bit for everyone in there:
"You could be suffering from early 21st century syndrome. Don't bother googling it, I just made it up. But the symptoms you describe are typical of the new malaise. You should be happy. You have fulfilled the requirements of a media driven life. You have your own place. You have a 'decent' job. You have a woman. And yet, underneath it all there is this dissatisfaction. You can't quite place it but it is there nonetheless, gnawing at your brain.
You flick randomly through internet pages for hours after dark. The TV chatters in the background. Every world developement is known to you a few minutes after it happens. You are the master of an external world that appears and presents itself through text and pics and vids.
You go about the business of living as it has been described to you and you can check all the boxes for relative success. And yet it doesn't feel like success. Not the way it does in the movies or on TV. No orchestral music chimes in when you do something good, no ominous montage depicts things negatively when your performance is not up to par. Life itself is removed from you because consciousness itself does not match up to the way 'we' are used to receiving information; that of third person observer through a cam. The P.O.V. first person view is somehow limiting, it limits us to this space and time which is not in keeping with how consciousness can effortlessly cross time when 'connected' to the internet.
Life today in a modern industrial society has an air of rigidness about it. Everywhere you go, you run up against barriers and rules. Speed limits, parking restrictions, decorum, social rules (unwritten but bearing on the mind), myriad exacting laws. All of them supposedly designed for the collective benefit of everyone. But no individual feels like everyone, each individual feels like you. So you end up being oppressed by the collective rules designed to protect you. This is called the "system".
There is nothing "wrong" with you brother.
You are merely suffering from the collective malaise of having all that we are supposed to want. Supposedly, human existence today is the best it has ever been. The 'facts' bear this out. Life expectancy today for the average person is higher than it's ever been, right?
And yet you long for the hunt. The risk. The hunter gatherer life, buried deep somewhere in your hypothalamus, longs for that time when your own ingenuity resulted in food for your group. When you could exploit your human genius for real and direct gain...feeding yourself and your tribe. Going to the office/cubicle today gains you money to obtain these things. But it does not offer the thrill of the hunt. The risk. The adrenaline rush of the successful raid on the enemy camp, the high of the perfect kill.
Homo sapiens sapiens is not a very old species in relative terms. But it is a cunning one and the greatest force this planet has ever seen. But, the amount of time we successfully gathered as hunters (2 million years) is far longer and evolutionary significant in comparison to the existence of human civilisation (8 thousand years). Yet, all cogent information tells you you are better off today than anyone in human history.
And yet, on a quiet walk outside the city, you stare at the moon through leafy glade and can almost touch the truth of a different life. A life you were designed for but no longer is.
There is nothing wrong with you brother, that is not wrong with all of us.
Disregard those corporate entities who tell you your problem is solvable through the use of their 'drug'.
If you need to alter your consciousness self medicate with whiskey or weed. Do not touch the shit the "experts" have formulated to suppress the spirit."

10 comments:
To me this seems to be the case of existential anxiety.From Amoeba to homosapiens no one so far has been successful in discerning meaning of life.
From philosophical point of view theodicy of leibniz & Bhagwat Gita can provide good answers.
Let there b peace peace peace,Enjoy Chocolate chips !!
"Let there b peace peace peace,Enjoy Chocolate chips !!"
lol, I like the way you think
Thanks, My speciality is in wisecrak,satire &freudian slip type humor.And occasionally epigram.
Meet this Ostracized man who will be declared galileo of 21st century.
http://www.near-death.com/experiences/reincarnation01.html
hmmmm...I know that I am too much pedantic.my genetic code is responsible for that ;(
I heard about 21st Century Breakdown but about syndrom never...
glowstick
If Reincarnation gets proven scientifically then what will you do?
How exactly could you scientifically "prove" reincarnation?
this blog pretty much sums up how I feel. My friend and I were talking about why suicide rates are so high, and I said I feel it has a lot to with the fact that life used to have a purpose, and that purpose was staying alive. Now, we've got survival down. We have food and water, and some things that we ingest that resemble food and water, and we have shaletr, and green papery stuff. We've got the whole "life" thing down. What we have lost, however, is the purpose. Perhaps people commit suicide because the purpose is gone. It has been taken from us by corporations and seemingly innocent technology that we all use and love. Maybe people commit suicide because of that feeling of "what's left? what's the point?" We've already achieved the point. The reason it feels like there is no point,is because there literally is no point anymore. The point is easily achieved, so what does one do with the rest of this long existence?
I hope reincarnation really exists, so literally you will never die. Glowstick
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